Sunday, May 24, 2009

Something Clicked

How silly. I've been sitting around moping and worrying, wondering why nothing clicked for a place to stay during the upcoming rains. Every time a place to go came up, my mind would immediately reject it. This was confusing, especially since it was rejecting the place I am staying now. Then, this morning, Patrick told me I was trying to hard. I couldn't deny that, so I looked inside and finally something clicked. "Place" is just a concept. "I" am not here or there. I don't need to go anywhere just because "here" is the wrong place. "Here" is just a concept as well. How silly. I feel like a fool for missing such an easy one as this. On the other hand, it is encouraging to see how clearly the right answer sticks out as being right.

And the journey continues.